Semi-Freestyle

I busted a slight freestyle in mid conversation the other day on tumblr.
 She came at me randomly & when that happens to me I bring some random right back.

Her: I am She
Me: she? she comes with a name and a flower in her hair.
        a smile & such elegance cuz she is oh so fair.


   As you can see...I am pretty smooth :-)))

She Is...

She is ever near
Ever far
Ever here
Ever there
I feel her breath
And hear her voice
But she is never here
Never mine
And I never hers
So I will ever wish her happiness
It is all that I ever want for others
And no one could ever be happy with me….

Phantom Lips

A kiss that haunts my cheek
those lips that haunt my dreams.
I wake up to a ghost everyday
an apathetic apparition that wont go away.

A long lost love of my most recent memories
we came from 2 different worlds; in hers, I couldnt breathe.
it was then she cursed me with the sensation
of her lips as I blasted off the face of her nation

now every now & again on different occasions
I stare blankly lost in thought & rub my cheek

Inspire Me or Die

I slay things…with my weapon of choice.
its no wonder how i can go on & on
In conditions of extreme moist.
I beckon to thee
Be my muse….& fuse my wandering soul
2 this vessel. Restore a heartbeat
to a nonexistent being
cuz in this world I am just dreaming…
a fractured figment of electrical pulses
telling your brain I exist
but I dont. Somewhat parallel to the matrix & shit
whats real & whats real?
it doesnt matter if you cant feel this.
I may feel alive whenever I get a taste from a lick
but how come I never get sick of it?
I swear i must be from a whole nother galaxy
the way I can change your mind
& make you continue to read.
See? I didnt even try & here you go
rogering up on my mack beards ship of ghosts.
One must wonder why I snarl & grit my teeth
cuz my mind’s fangs are sharp
& my imaginary world has to eat.
thats why every chick I gotta skeet
fufilling all their fantasies
theres no question who the greatest
cuz I know its me
but way far below & underneath
Im satisfying only just a part of me
a part. i am. broken.
but thats the way it has to be
for me to existin this world & shit.
jesus, even as perfect was he,
chose to walk the way of the damned & shunned.
i choose to walk that way too
but abusing my power is way too fun.
So I come to you humbly
head down on bended knee.
to kill you & everything you believe in.
                                                         

-one love
       thats not what I had in mind. I knew I wanted 2 right 2day but it was more like bitch stuff. Not lovey dubby cuz I need a refill if u catch my drift but yea…there u have it…a 7 minute spit.

Spread that amethyst on your eyeballs

 

In a dark sky of amethyst
Where moonlight's pale and stars are kissed
A rose she blooms into poetry
In dreams of when and what could be

A fantasy, vision of love
Is calling her through skies above
His voice is kind, his words sublime
The softest song in tender rhyme

He is the night, she is the rose
He is the moon that lightly glows
He is romance, she is desire
The flame is lit, the spark of fire

As sunlight sweeps a brand new day
His words may fade, slowly away
But still she dreams of what could be
This rose that blooms in poetry

Oh

my

love.

It seems it is far more then
A queer pain around the heart
that can't be scratched.

all things fall apart & become attached.

Love is more then a four letter word
It's an elastic band of emotions
That bonds two hearts as one

cast out in the sky; The Moon & The Sun 

 

run

shes a runaway
running away in life
running away from the light
running away from the dark
running away from her heart
even when there is nowhere to go
you already know
shes on the move
move. look at the way she move
if i can stop her for one sec & tie myself up in her groove
this one time I saw her stop suddenly
but then the stoplight turned green
& I again witnessed her speed
whenever I see her running
I also simultaneously see her going…going…gone
I always notice shes always running away
cuz shes the one I want.






       I was feelin the moment. & this seemed appropriate. OMG! this crazy chick I just encountered...whew! I could elaborate this into a grade A poem but I like it like this.




          

My Altar

A weekend shared, sweet memory sublime;
It lingers in my consciousness, where I
Can now relive those moments over time
And taste again her precious love's reply.

To see her there, so innocent, demure;
The gift she proffered caused my heart to ache.
The soft pink-petalled flower, ever pure,
Was lain upon my altar, mine to take.

And as these pictures float throughout my mind,
The power of her love flows through my heart.
The visions of her beauty help me find
Such comfort in this female work of art.

Remembrance of the loveliness I see
Embodies all her precious love for me

  hahaha 50....like for real...Id slap her up too. idk...its her fun persona. YOWSKI!!!

The Cowboy Blues

As I walk down the alley, the rain pelts me lightly. "If I only knew that would be the last time I'd enjoy life with you, I would have done it differently." With a somber look on my face, I look up at the rain with the slight hope that it might wash away my sadness.

"Why do you have to go? Where are you going? What are going to do, just throw your life away like it was nothing? You're gonna carry that weight?"


"please. sing for me like that again. just like that

I can die right now, and it would be fine."

"It's all... a dream..."

"Yeah... just a dream...."


 "Its a dream no matter how far I go, I can never reach reality, trapped in a endless nightmare..."



Bang...
See you, Space cowboy

Pussy

 



Pussy Pussy Pussy

All I think about is pussy

Warm wet and inviting

How can I get me some pussy?

Plotting, scheming, thinking, dreaming…

All day long…about pussy

Pink, brown, apricot

That's code for strawberry, honey and white choco-lat

I like the last one a whole lot

Its all the same once im on top

Cookies. Sinking in deeper until she begs me to stop

Even then im reluctant to quit

Shit…u shoulda known who u was fuckn wit

I bet with my black snake I can make u moan

It's a countdown whn it cums to makin u cum

Picture me a MVP slugger. King of home runs

Shes goin...goin…gone

Everytime it's a derby ya heard me?
Declare that pussy mine and abide in my throne

Home.

Hold my position for moments at a time

Beholding the sight of her arching her spine

A slow retreat then fast and deep

Hitting that spot that makes her body weak

Im like a purchase that u don't ask to see the receipt

Sweet.

Watching her lips roll out trying to keep me in

Eager for that beaver, I greet pussy with a malevolent grin

4 pussy im a maniac. Iam crazy Yall!!!

Pussy is my asylum and I cant help but to bounce off in pussy's walls

If pussy could speak id ask it, "If it were goin my way?"

It be telling me sumthin while im doin sum pumpin

Obstructing what it may have to say

If pussy were a dish, I'd wish it would be vital for any buffet

Yippee-kie-yay

Then again I can be on some scorpio tip

Crawling across your body searching for a lip to kiss

And because its slippery when wet, id brake your back if I slip

But pussy…really though don't trip

OOooPs!!! Uh Oh Skeddios!!!

Imagine myself a private eye 00sexy displayed on my doe*

Stay armed with a magnum just in case pussy didn't know

Pussy is the culprit so I indeed I must aim and BANG

Watch yours eyes fade as u die slow

With me in between your thighs you meet your demise

What a way to go

Whoa!

So tight and juicy I don't know how much

Longer I can stay inside

This is becoming more alerting the longer u ride

If your dreaming then u aint creaming

Now there are juices all over and pussy is still steamin

U probably think im done but I aint shoot no semen

Pussy Pussy Pussy

So warm, wet, and inviting

Pussy is my thing and my thing is pussy

Id prefer it trimmed over bushy

Unless u have a day to spare, don't bother telling me its gushy

Don't push me pussy

Just pull me in

Once again my friend…lets begin

                         ***This is out the ole archive. Original in every way. I broke many a sweat writing this is all I remember. Of course pussy has lil to no value to me now. Or rather I should say that it doesnt control me...I control it. On 2 the nexXx 1.

                            

Senseless

I can smell you against my pillow
I can taste you on my lips
I can feel your warmth against my skin
I can hear your voice running through my head

I can see just how much you is what I love

I am no longer in control of my senses.

You possessed my very being.

So it would be senseless 

to throw what we have away

This feeling I get isn't so easy to rid

captured like the first moment

you grazed me with your presence

The essence of our soul's unite;
love's passionate rhapsody
plays joyful melodies
on our heart strings.

A cello from down below 

lay in my arms like a guitar

& if ever you should find yourself alone

let my heart play within you

& listen to it all the way home

I love you more than the next day
More than my last heartbeat
More than all the money in the world could pay
More than the last air I breathe

I want you to be with me through out my life.
I can't tell you why. I don't have an answer. 

I want you to be with me through out my life.
I will love you because I believe in you.
I want you to be with me through out my life.
I will love you because I believe in us.

its said that love conquers all

for you, I willingly fall

into the vast unknown

only knowing you is what I want to hold

from the dark & into the light

let this love take flight

let it reside up high in the sky

where I will kiss you goodnight every night.

               

                ***it feels good to be writing again. Im slowly coming back to form but bear with me. I dont live life...I attack that shit! Teeth & claws...so while there is so much to feel & write & shit, im too busy looking for the kill. Thats whats real. Keep on blastin my works in ya head doe. This is meThrowin up dat playboy bunny till nexXx tyme.

Overboard

Man Overboard

Drowning in a sea of my sorrow
wishing I had wings or some to borrow
My mind slowly clearing its contents right before me
I can see the times that made me become to what Ive come to be

I can see the sun off in the distance
changing shades like the state of my existence.
The most beautiful thing I know
is the last thing I want to let go.
submerged  into this world of the unknown
I find a place to call my home; alone.
if there was a time to smile, for sure it would be now
letting go of everything. Whats usually a monkey on the back in my case is a cow.

Everything is everything. Nothing can save me
as I drift downward in this deep blue sea
A school of fish swimming in a tornado of scales and gills fills the dark pools of my eyes
a vision so brilliant, so vivid, so pulchritudinous...it could make a man underwater cry

a large river of shadows consume me as if I had an acquired taste
like an octopuses tentacles, the darkness pulls me into its embrace.
I can no longer hear my heartbeat
& feel the warmth of blood rushing through my hands
all sound has gone but a constant wave of ambiance

I cant feel feelings. I no longer know if I am alive
acquiesce to the idea of trying to survive.


 Up till this point that is going against everything I know
the instinct of never letting up & even when I do, I dont.



just what am I? who am I?


This feels like the end!
but I felt this way yesterday

...& here I am again.

...overboard...

She Asked Me Why Do I Care

If it werent for somebody like you to care for
someone I could uplift that would willing chain me to them

to pull me out of the darkness
the darkest of depths
the black fiery pit of which I have come to know
I only yearn to be close to angels
but in this place, I can see none
I can hear, touch nor 

Angels are in a sense created whichever way you look at it
perhaps I have the strength to do so

I willingly sacrifice the lil purity I have
stored inside me
just to push forth this project into fruition
to douse you. Purify you. Raise you up

At any cost, its people like you
that give me hope in this dark fire
hope I wont have to be here for much long
hope I wont be consumed
or transformed
               saving you would save me


the emptiness is bearable
being alone is bearable
this pain...is nutritional to my soul
driving my every move.
nothing to lose but myself.
amidst the flames is as noble as it can get

I am nothing more than a shining knight
shrouded in darkness
burning alone
chained to a Angel
that when starts to fly
so shall I.

What She Told me Bout Me

I am branded perfect.
But it is imperfections
that make me feel alive.
a fantasy
these are reoccurring figments
of ones imagination.
an escape from the real.
military occupation of my world
operation freedom of the mind
a reminder of whats a dream
in a empty heart beat.

Perfection is a habit
shrouded in the dark recesses
of my reality
that can be seen clear as daylight.

Yet you are not real.
You cant be real.
The magnetic pulses I get when I touch You
is nothing but stray static electricity.
I have to go back
to Reality.

Valentines Emac style

"aaaaaaawwwwwwwwwwww yeah
             its ya boy Emac...on a 2011 tip...bout to break you off sumthin a lil funky
       fellas grab ya ladies...make her feel all sexy and whatnot
         im goin in like you like it...dont deny it
  Dj drop da beat....lets do it "

                                   Hold my hand Baby
                          Don't be afraid of my touch
                      kiss me whenever you get the strength in your lips
                       squeeze me tight like you're never gonna get another chance to

                        Tell me you love me in a thousand ways
                           and yet with not a word being said
                               Bring me into your secret world
                                  and I'll make you my only girl

                          I'll place my heart in the palm of your hands
                         as long as you'll remain my best friend
                          I'll dedicate the hands of time to you and only you
                         as long as you remain honest and true

I can smell you against my pillow
I can taste you on my lips
I can feel your warmth against my skin
I can hear your voice running through my head
I can see you all over my destiny
You're all over my five senses
I hope you know that you makes me happy

             "& thats how imma do it...Emac style...slappn dat booty down like a bad weave since day 1...aaaaawwww yea..."