Semi-Freestyle

I busted a slight freestyle in mid conversation the other day on tumblr.
 She came at me randomly & when that happens to me I bring some random right back.

Her: I am She
Me: she? she comes with a name and a flower in her hair.
        a smile & such elegance cuz she is oh so fair.


   As you can see...I am pretty smooth :-)))

Brings a Smile To My Face :-)

Sometimes I just think of everything & nothing.
I feel sometimes that I reach out to people in ways they never been reached upon before.
I'd like to say at the end of it all, that I reached out to all the people that allowed me to embrace them with a smile.
Even if they left me feeling rejected, I know from experience that hanging my head will make nothing change.
All the time Ive spent alone will only seem to last a split second if someone makes just a split second of my time seem like time spent alone.
I hope you got that.
To those I havent reached yet, Im ever filled with joy for the day we encounter. To those I have come in contact with, you should know what kind of friend you have in me.
All of this brings a smile on my face.
& it does ever so often when I am alone in the darkest depths, on a sunny day, ordering a sandwich, or in mid-conversation with the new comrade in the making. Of course each person is as unique as the next but I mean it sincerely.
I come on here & see all the traffic I get from all over the world & figure that...this life is worth the constant ebb & flow of pain & pleasure.

I wish I could remember the line Id like to quote from the marvelous misadventures of flapjack but it escapes me. I shall return with it someday & make it an unquotable.
Smooth Sailing.

Phantom Lips

A kiss that haunts my cheek
those lips that haunt my dreams.
I wake up to a ghost everyday
an apathetic apparition that wont go away.

A long lost love of my most recent memories
we came from 2 different worlds; in hers, I couldnt breathe.
it was then she cursed me with the sensation
of her lips as I blasted off the face of her nation

now every now & again on different occasions
I stare blankly lost in thought & rub my cheek

Inspire Me or Die

I slay things…with my weapon of choice.
its no wonder how i can go on & on
In conditions of extreme moist.
I beckon to thee
Be my muse….& fuse my wandering soul
2 this vessel. Restore a heartbeat
to a nonexistent being
cuz in this world I am just dreaming…
a fractured figment of electrical pulses
telling your brain I exist
but I dont. Somewhat parallel to the matrix & shit
whats real & whats real?
it doesnt matter if you cant feel this.
I may feel alive whenever I get a taste from a lick
but how come I never get sick of it?
I swear i must be from a whole nother galaxy
the way I can change your mind
& make you continue to read.
See? I didnt even try & here you go
rogering up on my mack beards ship of ghosts.
One must wonder why I snarl & grit my teeth
cuz my mind’s fangs are sharp
& my imaginary world has to eat.
thats why every chick I gotta skeet
fufilling all their fantasies
theres no question who the greatest
cuz I know its me
but way far below & underneath
Im satisfying only just a part of me
a part. i am. broken.
but thats the way it has to be
for me to existin this world & shit.
jesus, even as perfect was he,
chose to walk the way of the damned & shunned.
i choose to walk that way too
but abusing my power is way too fun.
So I come to you humbly
head down on bended knee.
to kill you & everything you believe in.
                                                         

-one love
       thats not what I had in mind. I knew I wanted 2 right 2day but it was more like bitch stuff. Not lovey dubby cuz I need a refill if u catch my drift but yea…there u have it…a 7 minute spit.

run

shes a runaway
running away in life
running away from the light
running away from the dark
running away from her heart
even when there is nowhere to go
you already know
shes on the move
move. look at the way she move
if i can stop her for one sec & tie myself up in her groove
this one time I saw her stop suddenly
but then the stoplight turned green
& I again witnessed her speed
whenever I see her running
I also simultaneously see her going…going…gone
I always notice shes always running away
cuz shes the one I want.






       I was feelin the moment. & this seemed appropriate. OMG! this crazy chick I just encountered...whew! I could elaborate this into a grade A poem but I like it like this.




          

Senseless

I can smell you against my pillow
I can taste you on my lips
I can feel your warmth against my skin
I can hear your voice running through my head

I can see just how much you is what I love

I am no longer in control of my senses.

You possessed my very being.

So it would be senseless 

to throw what we have away

This feeling I get isn't so easy to rid

captured like the first moment

you grazed me with your presence

The essence of our soul's unite;
love's passionate rhapsody
plays joyful melodies
on our heart strings.

A cello from down below 

lay in my arms like a guitar

& if ever you should find yourself alone

let my heart play within you

& listen to it all the way home

I love you more than the next day
More than my last heartbeat
More than all the money in the world could pay
More than the last air I breathe

I want you to be with me through out my life.
I can't tell you why. I don't have an answer. 

I want you to be with me through out my life.
I will love you because I believe in you.
I want you to be with me through out my life.
I will love you because I believe in us.

its said that love conquers all

for you, I willingly fall

into the vast unknown

only knowing you is what I want to hold

from the dark & into the light

let this love take flight

let it reside up high in the sky

where I will kiss you goodnight every night.

               

                ***it feels good to be writing again. Im slowly coming back to form but bear with me. I dont live life...I attack that shit! Teeth & claws...so while there is so much to feel & write & shit, im too busy looking for the kill. Thats whats real. Keep on blastin my works in ya head doe. This is meThrowin up dat playboy bunny till nexXx tyme.

Overboard

Man Overboard

Drowning in a sea of my sorrow
wishing I had wings or some to borrow
My mind slowly clearing its contents right before me
I can see the times that made me become to what Ive come to be

I can see the sun off in the distance
changing shades like the state of my existence.
The most beautiful thing I know
is the last thing I want to let go.
submerged  into this world of the unknown
I find a place to call my home; alone.
if there was a time to smile, for sure it would be now
letting go of everything. Whats usually a monkey on the back in my case is a cow.

Everything is everything. Nothing can save me
as I drift downward in this deep blue sea
A school of fish swimming in a tornado of scales and gills fills the dark pools of my eyes
a vision so brilliant, so vivid, so pulchritudinous...it could make a man underwater cry

a large river of shadows consume me as if I had an acquired taste
like an octopuses tentacles, the darkness pulls me into its embrace.
I can no longer hear my heartbeat
& feel the warmth of blood rushing through my hands
all sound has gone but a constant wave of ambiance

I cant feel feelings. I no longer know if I am alive
acquiesce to the idea of trying to survive.


 Up till this point that is going against everything I know
the instinct of never letting up & even when I do, I dont.



just what am I? who am I?


This feels like the end!
but I felt this way yesterday

...& here I am again.

...overboard...

Valentines Emac style

"aaaaaaawwwwwwwwwwww yeah
             its ya boy Emac...on a 2011 tip...bout to break you off sumthin a lil funky
       fellas grab ya ladies...make her feel all sexy and whatnot
         im goin in like you like it...dont deny it
  Dj drop da beat....lets do it "

                                   Hold my hand Baby
                          Don't be afraid of my touch
                      kiss me whenever you get the strength in your lips
                       squeeze me tight like you're never gonna get another chance to

                        Tell me you love me in a thousand ways
                           and yet with not a word being said
                               Bring me into your secret world
                                  and I'll make you my only girl

                          I'll place my heart in the palm of your hands
                         as long as you'll remain my best friend
                          I'll dedicate the hands of time to you and only you
                         as long as you remain honest and true

I can smell you against my pillow
I can taste you on my lips
I can feel your warmth against my skin
I can hear your voice running through my head
I can see you all over my destiny
You're all over my five senses
I hope you know that you makes me happy

             "& thats how imma do it...Emac style...slappn dat booty down like a bad weave since day 1...aaaaawwww yea..."