Brings a Smile To My Face :-)

Sometimes I just think of everything & nothing.
I feel sometimes that I reach out to people in ways they never been reached upon before.
I'd like to say at the end of it all, that I reached out to all the people that allowed me to embrace them with a smile.
Even if they left me feeling rejected, I know from experience that hanging my head will make nothing change.
All the time Ive spent alone will only seem to last a split second if someone makes just a split second of my time seem like time spent alone.
I hope you got that.
To those I havent reached yet, Im ever filled with joy for the day we encounter. To those I have come in contact with, you should know what kind of friend you have in me.
All of this brings a smile on my face.
& it does ever so often when I am alone in the darkest depths, on a sunny day, ordering a sandwich, or in mid-conversation with the new comrade in the making. Of course each person is as unique as the next but I mean it sincerely.
I come on here & see all the traffic I get from all over the world & figure that...this life is worth the constant ebb & flow of pain & pleasure.

I wish I could remember the line Id like to quote from the marvelous misadventures of flapjack but it escapes me. I shall return with it someday & make it an unquotable.
Smooth Sailing.

Her Breath Smells Like Bad Convo

I dont like girls that have bad convo skills

…if u cant talk well or carry a decent convo, lets see what you can do. & lets not waste that mouth of yours. My usual thought process. The Scorpio in me isnt afraid to resort to escalating the sexual tension like spiritual pressure LoL bleach spot. Im just saying. You have a mind & a body. While both are fun to use at my leisure, one will work just fine. Play on playa

MESSAGE FOR THE HATERS & PEOPLE THAT DONT FOLLOW ME

 

sigh... simple minded women

I only crave intellectual stimulation. People tend to want to be brainless nowadays for whatever reason they feel threatened by. Where are the people discussing new ideas & ways to improve what normal people have gotten comfortable with? Whether that be how they live & the things they do. A revolutionary type of chick is what I desire. Ive met a few that could be considered revolutionary. & I mean in the things they believed in, their mannerisms, sexuality & habits were different. But though just a handful, they were very different. & they made my darkness the lightest by comparison. In that case they showed me more about myself. I miss that. I want that. I need that. Its not hard to weed out the rigmarole standard chick. Simply get them alone & see what she has to talk about. The worst case scenario is you get some pussy. All in all, it feels like time wasted but if it was in good company then so be it. Im not saying smart girls are better for whatever reason, Im just venting about not getting a challenge from a like mind such as mine that influences me in such a way that I...change. Of course for the better or in this case...for the Greater.

Random Rant

I guess this will be my official random rant on shit that happens in a young macs life. Shit gets crazy, shit gets real. stay tuned. 



- Is it possible for a chick to be thick in the wrong places?

- I think Im sure that my favorite porn star is...Michelle Tucker. She cant suck a dick all that well but THAT ASS!!! SHIT!!! I need 2 find a clone of her somewhere.

- How low of a self -esteem do you need to post on facebook a whole album of pics dedicated to when you are "cute"? Now...aesthetically speaking coming from a real Mack like myself, this bitch is ugly. Uglier in person. I got shammed into meeting her. She ugly but she has a real nice pair of boobs. No lie. She knows it too. Thats bout it she has working for her but yeah...her pics dont hold a lick to the truth so "cute days"...eh. I dont think so.

- I always feel nostalgic when I see dirty cars with "wash me" along with funny graphics on them. My car is dirty though so Im just waiting to ride around with that fresh new dirt "paint job".

-Another thing I despise, besides a chick with low self-esteem, is the feeling of being powerless. I would like to do something about everything I find some sort of measure of care for. being unable to do something just puts me in an internal/external/eternal war.

- I been fucking with tumblr more lately. Dont ask me why. This is still my main blog however...tumblr is my side bitch until further notice. Dont you ever leave me BLOGGER! (while choking you out) I did that out of love.

- I have literally been listening to Amy Winehouse - Do me good for the past 3 days. I had recently discovered it & subconsciously felt I should catch up for the time lost. Thats a dope ass track. Id bang her too.

- Tell me why a longtime friend of mine hit me up asked me to hang with her as long as we keep it friendly? WTF?!? I done banged you into oblivion for the past 5 years (on/off) & you want me to restrain myself from possible pleasure? Spend money & time with yo ass like its the thing to do? Get the fuck outta here. Who do I look like boo-boo the foo? I mean shit pussy isnt everything but she is the kind of friend that makes no effort into making things work. She just wants. My time is valuable. If anything pussy should be all we have to talk about.  

- Cant go wrong with bachelor chow aka cereal. The simplest form of a good meal. Currently eating: Honey bunches of oats & Almonds ;-P